Song List

2008-03-21T00:28:58Z

Here are a bunch of songs I've put together over a little while. It started out as a list of slow songs for myself to keep track of, and grew into this. Whenever I like a song, I'll add it here. I know a lot of people are always looking for new music! The categories aren't the greatest at the moment, I'll try to fix it.

Slow Songs / Love Songs

Aerosmith - I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Air Supply - All Out Of Love
Akon - Sorry, Blame It On Me
Akon - Don't Matter
Akon - Lonely
Al Green - Let's Stay Together
Alicia Keys - Fallin
Alter Bridge - In Loving Memory
Andy Gibb - I Just Want To Be Your Everything
Aussie Queens - No One But You (Only the Good Die Young)
Atlantic Starr - Always
Avril Lavigne - Things I'll Never Say
Avril Lavigne - Nobodys Home
Avril Lavigne - Why
Avril Lavigne - Slipped Away
Avril Lavigne - Mobile
Avril Lavigne - Anything but ordinary
Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
Avril Lavigne - Innocence
Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
Backstreet Boys - Inconsolable
Backstreet Boys - Incomplete
Backstreet Boys - Drowning
Backstreet Boys - I Still
Backstreet Boys - All I Have To Give
Backstreet Boys - More Than That
Backstreet Boys - Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely
Backstreet Boys - Shape Of My Heart
Backstreet Boys - I Want It That Way
Backstreet Boys - Helpless When She Smiles
(The) Bangles - Eternal Flame
Barry White - You're The First, The Last, My Everthing
(The) Beatles - It's Only Love
(The) Beatles - If I Fell
(The) Beatels - And I Love Here
(The) Beatles - Girl
(The) Beatles - Tell Me What You See
(The) Beatles - I'll Follow The Sun
(The) Beatles - I Will
(The) Beatles - P.S. I Love You
(The) Beatles - This Boy
Bette Midler - The Rose
Billy Joel - Shes Got A Way
Bonnie Raitt - I Can't Make You Love Me
Bonnie Tyler - Total Eclipse Of The Heart
Boston - More Than A Feeling
Britney Spears - Lucky
Britney Spears - Everytime
Bryan Adams - Everything I Do I Do It For You
Bruce Springsteen-Secret Garden
Carpenters - Superstar
Celeste Prince - Wherever You Are
Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On
Commodores - Three Times A Lady
Coldplay - The Scientist
Coldplay - Fix You
Coldplay - Trouble
Coldplay - Clocks
Coldplay - Talk
Coldplay - Yellow
Cheap Trick - I Want You To Want Me
Chris Isaak - Wicked-Game
Christina Aguilera - Beautiful
Christina Aguilera/Ricky Martin - Nobody Wants To Be Lonely
Christina Aguilera - Hurt
Cyndi Lauper - Time After Time
Dido - Thank You
Donna Summer - Love To Love You Baby
Elton John - Your Song
Elvis Presley - Love Me Tender
Elvis Costello - Alison
Emotions - Best Of My Love
Enrique Iglesias - Hero
Eric Clapton - Wonderful Tonight
Evanescence - My Immortal
Evanescence/Seether - Broken
Evanescence - Anywhere
Evanescence - Good Enough
Evanescence - Lithium
Evanescence - Hello
Extreme - More Than Words
Faith Hill - Breathe
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
Goo Goo Dolls - Name
Goo Goo Dolls - Acoustic #3
Goo Goo Dolls - Slide
Goo Goo Dolls - Black Balloon
Goo Goo Dolls - All Eyes On Me
Goo Goo Dolls - It's Over
Goo Goo Dolls - Think About Me
Goo Goo Dolls - Sympathy
Goo Goo Dolls - You Never Know
Goo Goo Dolls - Here Is Gone
Goo Goo Dolls - Stay With You
Goo Goo Dolls - Let Love In
Goo Goo Dolls - Feel The Silence
Goo Goo Dolls - Better Days
Goo Goo Dolls - Without You Here
Goo Goo Dolls - Can't Let It Go
Goo Goo Dolls - Strange Love
Good Charlotte - Hold On
Good Charlotte - We Believe
Good Charlotte - Truth
Good Charlotte - Emotionless
Good Charlotte - Seasons
Good Charlotte - Change
Good Charlotte - Wounded (Bonus Song)
Good Charlotte - March On
Green Day - Time Of Your Life
Heart - Alone
INXS - Never Tear Us Apart
Jackson 5 - I'll Be There
Janet Jackson-That's The Way Love Goes
Joe Cocker - You Are So Beautiful
John Lennon - Woman
Journey - Faithfully
Journey - Open Arms
Keane - Somewhere Only We Know
Leann Rimes - How Do I Live
Lisa Lisa/Cult Jam - All Cried Out
Little Big Town - Stay
Madonna - Crazy for You
Marvin Gaye - Let's Get It On
Matchbook Romance - Promise
Matchbox 20 - If Youre Gone
Meat Loaf - I'd Do Anything For Love
Mercy Me - If I Could Only Imagine
Morris Albert - Feelings
Moulin Rouge - Come What May
Moulin Rouge - Your Song
No Doubt - Don't Speak
Nsync - This I Promise You
Oasis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Oasis - Wonderwall
Oasis - Stand By Me
Oasis - I Hope, I Think, I Know
One Republic - Stop And Stare
One Rebulic - Apologize
Our Lady Peace - Somewhere Out There
Our Lady Peace - Innocent
Our Lady Peace - 4am
Our Lady Peace - Clumsy
Our Lady Peace - Not Enough
Our Lady Peace - Angels/Losing/Sleep
Pat Benetar - We Belong
Paul McCartney - Maybe I'm Amazed
Peter Frampton - Baby, I Love Your Way
(The) Pretenders-I'll Stand By You
Prince - I Would Die 4 U
Ricky Martin - Nobody Wants To Be Lonely
Ricky Martin/Meja - Private Emotion
Ricky Martin - She's All I Ever Had
(The) Righteous Brothers - Unchained Melody
Roberta Flack - First Time Ever I Saw Your Face
Roxette - It Must Have Been Love
Sarah McLachlan - Angel
Sarah McLachlan - I Will Remember You
Sarah Mclachlan - Building A Mystery
Shania Twain-Youre Still The One
Sinead O'Connor - Nothing Compares 2 U
Snow Patrol - Open Your Eyes
Sting - Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic
Sting - Roxanne
Sonny And Cher - I Got You Babe
Take That - Rule The World
Tegan & Sara - My Number
Toni Braxton-Unbreak My Heart
Turtles - Happy Together
Wham - Careless Whisper
Whitney Houston - I Will Always Love You

Songs To Dance To
Akon/P Diddy/Ludacris - Get Buck In Here
Akon/Young Jeezy - Soul Survivor
Akon/Eminem - Smack That
Akon - I Wanna Fuck/Love You
Akon - Belly Dancer
Ashley Tisdale - He Said, She Said
B5 ft. Bow Wow - Hydrolic
Baby Bash/T Pain - Cyclone
Baby Cham Feat. Rihanna - Boom Boom
Brick And Lace - Get That Clear
Brick And Lace - Love Is Wicked
Brick And Lace - Never Never
Britney Spears - Gimme More
Britney Spears - Piece Of Me
Britney Spears - Perfect Lover
Britney Spears - Toy Soldier
Britney Spears - Heaven On Earth
Britney Spears - Break The Ice
Britney Spears - Freak Show
Britney Spears - Radar
Britney Spears - Hot As Ice
Britney Spears - Get Naked (I Got A Plan)
Britney Spears - Toxic
Britney Spears - Ooh Ooh Baby
Britney Spears/Madonna - Me Against The Music
Britney Spears - My Prerogative
Britney Spears - Boys
Britney Spears - I'm A Slave 4 U
Britney Spears - Do Someting
Chris Brown - Kiss Kiss
Chris Brown - Wall To Wall
Christina Aguilera - Dirty
Christina Aguilera - Candyman
Christina Aguilera - Lady Marmalade
Christina Aguilera - Can't Hold Us Down
Christina Aguilera - Ain't No Other Man
Ciara - 1,2 Step
D4L - Laffy Taffy
David Guetta - Love Is Gone
Elephant Man Lil Jon And Ying Yang Twins - Dancing Gym
Enur Feat Natasja - Calabria 2007
Huey - Pop, Lock and Drop It
Jennifer Lopez - Hold It Don't Drop It
Jennifer Lopez - Do It Well
Jennifer Lopez - Get Right
Justin Timberlake - Sexy Back
Justin Timberlake - Lovestoned I Think She Knows
Justin Timberlake/T.I. - My Love
Justin Timberlake/50 Cent/Timbaland - Ayo Technology
Justin Timberlake - Summer Love
Kevin Federline/Britney Spears - Crazy
Missy Elliott - Lose Control
Missy Elliott - Pass That Dutch
Missy Elliott - Get Your Freak On
Missy Elliott - Work It
Nelly Furtado/Timbaland - Promiscuous
Rhiannas - Umbrella
Sun feat Wyclef Tony Matterhorn & Elephantman - China Wine Remix
T-Pain Ft. Flo Rida - Low
T-Pain - Church
T-Pain - 2 Step Remix
Timbaland - The Way I Are
Timbaland - Scream
Tony Matterhorn - Dutty Wine
Unk Ft. T-Pain, Jim Jones, E-40 - 2 Step Remix
Unk - Hit The Dance Floor
Wycelc Jean - Sweetest Girl

Others That I Like
Ashlee Simpson - LOVE
Ashlee Simpson - Outta My Head
Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend
Avril Lavigne - Hot
Avril lavigne - Forgotten
Backstreet Boys - Everybody
Backstreet Boys - Larger Than Life
Backstreet Boys - The Call
Britney Spears - Oops!...I Did It Again
Christina Aguilera - Fighter
Eminem - Toy Soldiers
Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober
Evanescence - Bring Me To Life
Evanescence - Haunted
Evanescence - Going Under
Evanescence - Whisper
Evanescence - Everybody's Fool
Good Charlotte - The River
Good Charlotte - I Just Wanna Live
Good Charlotte - The Anthem
Good Charlotte - Dance Floor Anthem
Good Charlotte - Keep Your Hands Off My Girl
Good Charlotte - Predictable
Good Charlotte - Young And Hopeless
Good Charlotte - Lifestyles Of The Rich and The Famous
Good Charlotte - Misery
Good Charlotte - SOS
Good Charlotte - Victims Of Love
Good Charlotte - Break Apart Her Heart
Good Charlotte-The Click (Made For a TV show)
Jennifer Lopez - Jenny From the Block
Jennifer Lopez - Love Don't Cost a Thing
Jennifer Lopez/LL Cool J - All I Have
Jennifer Lopez - Waiting For Tonight
Jennifer Lopez - If You Had My Love
Jennifer Lopez - Lets Get Loud
Justin Timberlake - Rock Your Body
Justin Timberlake - Cry Me A River
Ricky Martin - She Bangs
Ricky Martin - Drop it on me

Flash Back

2008-03-05T03:29:27Z

It's a stupid title, I agree. But I feel like I'm having a flash back to last year around this time of year. Considering the fact that my ex and I have been talking. And not just "Hey, what's up?" No, I'm talking like "Oh, I know you want me ;]"
At first I figured it was all in good nature, but I'm starting to feel differently. I'm desperatly trying to not feel like this, believe me. He was a complete asshole to me, and all my friends who saw me cry know this. There are some moments when I think he really is flirting with me - and really wants to flirt with me, yknow? Then there are times I swear he's a completely different person and could careless if I was around.
To be honest, when we first started flirting my motive for it was to make him want me, then to say "Nah, not interested." I just wanted to get him back. It wasn't in all seriousness, I wasn't going to be a bitch about it or anything. I actually just planned on flirting and joking around with him - just having fun for once and not worrying about anything.
Then I started to get jealous whenever he talked about this girl who he has been seeing, really liked, went on a date with, etc. I've been beating myself up (not literally) and telling myself that "NO, YOU DON'T LIKE HIM. HE WAS AN ASS, REMEMBER?!" It's not like I'm crying my eyes out and listening to sad music right now. I'm just disappointed, that's all.
I've decided what's best for me to do. I'm going to stop whatever we were doing before it gets worse. No more flirty texting at 1am. No more calling him when he asks me to. No more flirting over msn. JUST NO MORE FLIRTING AND LESS TALKING. I feel like saying something along the lines of
"okay, not mad here, but I'd appreciate it if you didn't talk to me as if you had some sort of feelings - like flirting. I know I flirted back, but yea. I'm going to stop. Because it's not exactly having the most positive effect on me, and as much as I like it (the flirting and joking around), it's hurting. Sound stupid, I know. But telling me "oh yea 4 people like me if you count yourself" and telling me to call you is not helping me feel any better. I know you're not doing it on purpose, and you just think you and I are screwing around. I actually didn't care, and just said "ah wth, why not screw around." But then I started thinking. And you're giving mixed signals, if you realize it or not. One minute you'll be flirting, asking me to call you. The next minute you're not talking at all. You see what I mean? I'm not angry, and I'm not crying my eyes out. I'm just stopping this before it hurts me any further. I understand if you don't say anything back.."

I'm going to e-mail it.

Drama

2008-02-12T22:30:29Z

..goes way to far sometime. But I didn't do anything to help it =]

goddddd. anyway.

Hey.

2008-01-31T01:21:13Z

I figured I should just get an lj account because everybody has one, and my website is about to run out soon. I'm still debating whether or not I should even bother renewing it. I haven't really used it in the last 2 months, so what's the point in paying for another year? I'm most likely going to keep this lj account for blogging purposes and replace it with my website when it expires in April.

As for my life right now, it's pretty boring. I usually have some kind of dramatic entry to blog about but not this time. It's exam week and thankfully I only had one. I've been laying around the house watching TV on Rogers on Demand. I watched 2 seasons of The Hills and finally caught up to what's happening. I never really liked the show but I really go into it during the 3rd seasons. Today I started watching Laguna Beach today, got through a whole season. It's not that bad either, Lauren Conrad (also the star of The Hills) is in it too. Yea as you can tell my life has been really interesting lately.

Semester 2 starts Monday and I'm a little excited. I have English, History, Civics and then Science. You know what that means? 3 exams in June, and a lot of stress. I'm not looking forward to History and Civics at all. Science is a favourite of mine, and English isn't so bad.

Well I'm going to go cruise around lj and then watch Broke back Mountain maybe. I can't believe Heath, the sexiest man ever, is gone!

Brenda

Song List

Flash Back

Drama

Hey.